Saved

Since sunday, I've been further down than ever before. I actually wanted to hurt myself. Badly. And I've never wanted that before. I was afraid of myself. Afraid that I might actually do it. I still am. But I'm feeling a little better now.

But yesterday, I was saved. My friend called, and asked me if I had any plans. I can't remember the last time I was so happy to here another persons voice. So he came to pick me up after work.

It was really nice to be with another person, so I could get my mind off all the dark thoughts that had been running through my head lately. Nice to be with friends.
Sometimes you forget, how much other people can actually mean to you. Or.. I do..